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The Beast lived in a grand, old castle, while many animal servants scurried around. He was presumed feeble-minded because he could barely talk, his body grotesque. At the end of the fairytale, the Beast becomes a handsome prince again, able to profess his love. All lived happily ever after. Our experiences mirror one another. A severe stroke sewed my mouth shut, and handcuffed me in a hospital prison for months. Others assume I am simple-minded because aphasia scrambles my words, and my right side is broken and disfigured. Unfortunately, my progress is on a treadmill, never moving forward. Roadblocks remain. There is no happy ending. About the author:
Rochelle M. Anderson lives in Minnesota, USA. She is an attorney who had a severe stroke in 2007 and almost died. She is still disabled with difficulty walking, and because of aphasia struggles with reading and writing. Ms. Anderson is the author of Stormy Road: Reawakening from Stroke and Aphasia. She has been published in four chapbooks, and several online and written poetry collections. Writing poetry has helped her recover, and dictation fuels her words.
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In the bathroom, look in the mirror and see my reflection. In my mind, I see a child aged eight who spends all day looking for the Four-Leaf clover and blowing the biggest bubble possible. In a flash, the light changes, and you look into the magic mirror, see a young adult twenty-eight years old. I ask the mirror if I will have a happy life. The mirror says “Yes, Rochelle”. I am grown up, will I find a job? I often see glimpses of my eight-year-old self in the reflection, and remember those times with pride. Another moment, now the mirror is cracked. I see a changed person struggling, unhappy, and troubled. Much sadness and misfortune visible in the distorted image. At the end, I look in the mirror shattered into many pieces. I see the lines in my face that show all the troubled times, the sorrow. Can I continue my life, or am I ready to let it all go? About the author:
Rochelle M. Anderson lives in Minnesota, USA. She is an attorney who had a severe stroke in 2007 and almost died. She is still disabled with difficulty walking, and because of aphasia struggles with reading and writing. Ms. Anderson is the author of Stormy Road: Reawakening from Stroke and Aphasia. She has been published in four chapbooks, and several online and written poetry collections. Writing poetry has helped her recover, and dictation fuels her words. A fairytale with three wishes, enchanting fables of dragons, elves, witches. My story contrasts, recovering from weakness, aphasia, and a damaged brain. My first wish would be strength returned. The magic wand waved, made me tremble with excitement. But instead blurted out “I want disability.” So, my right side was still hobbled, but at least I could park in handicapped spaces. My second wish was to cure my trouble speaking. But instead, because of aphasia babbled “I want lasagna.” So, I still could not talk, but at least I could eat some steamy pasta with gooey cheese. My third wish was to make by brain perfect. But instead, jabbered “I want my brain frozen.” The fairy gave me an icy slushie to drink. So, I had a headache on a hot day, my brain fizzled, but at least I was refreshed. My three wishes failed, so, it is back to the beginning. Weakness, aphasia, and a damaged brain. About the author:
Rochelle M. Anderson lives in Minnesota, USA. She is an attorney who had a severe stroke in 2007 and almost died. She is still disabled with difficulty walking, and because of aphasia struggles with reading and writing. Ms. Anderson is the author of Stormy Road: Reawakening from Stroke and Aphasia. She has been published in four chapbooks, and several online and written poetry collections. Writing poetry has helped her recover, and dictation fuels her words. In realms of thought where dreams reside Imagination blazing, reality being Visions dance, unbounded and wide Excusing torment plans The hellhounds of demons In your head dancing Creating worlds, both strange and freeing And felicitously prancing Masked as the devil The mind, a canvas for ideas to flow With distorted evil Frightening faces of anger That appear forever In your sight dimensions Are pestiferous reflections Of falling angels unkind Moving in your mind With every stroke, a story to bestow A tapestry of wonders, yet untold In a transcending energy tune Picking your brain to a ruin For end times coming soon About the author:
A native of South Detroit, Michigan, now residing in Hampstead, New Hampshire, Daniel Miltz is a seasoned freelance writer and poet whose life bridges the realms of technical precision and creative expression. With a distinguished 40-year career as a Mechanical Engineering Designer in high-level government aerospace programs, Daniel brings to his literary craft the same discipline and depth that defined his engineering pursuits. His poetic journey spans decades and continents of thought, earning him over 1,600 accolades across various respected poetry forums, inclusion in more than 250 anthologies, and the publication of two books to date. Deeply influenced by the free-spirited, improvisational style of the Beat Generation, Daniel found his literary voice during his formative bohemian years in California—a time marked by introspection, rebellion, and a search for authenticity through words. Poetry, for Daniel Miltz, is not merely an artistic outlet, but a lifelong vocation—an enduring lens through which he continues to explore the intersections of memory, identity, and human experience. ‘We should lose faith in….’ says the morning to every death.
Long ago there was a sunny kindergarten. And the Time is a galloping train. The crisscross. The brown sugar on the forehead of every battle. The unnecessary explosions in the womb. The wet gunpowder smiles at the ancient posterity. ‘Is there no wrong signal in the development?’ A voice remembers the words of Satan. ‘Let it rain in the tent….’ The ignorance in the funnel. The postcard meets the cuckoo in the middle of early autumn. Since evening there has been no evening post for the dead telegram. Past monthly courses and curses, I am now thin-skinned. Just lickable red salt from five seconds holding the knife wrong while listening for imagined owls, while not writing “I love you” sonnets, while learning the power in weakness. About the author:
Nancy Scott has over 990 bylines in magazines, literary journals, anthologies, newspapers, and audio commentaries. She won First Prize in the 2009 International Onkyo Braille Essay Contest. Her work appears in *82 Review, Black Fox Literary Magazine, Braille Forum, Chrysanthemum, Kaleidoscope, One Sentence Poems, Persimmon Tree, Pulse Voices, Shark Reef, Wordgathering, and Yahoo News. I’m too young
that’s what I always thought what I was taught you don’t get sick when you’re young It struck me like lightning sparking through my body leaving burns only I could see Illness doesn’t discriminate you can be given a life sentence without committing a crime chronic illness never saw that I was barely an adult that my life had just begun, it charged in and took control I didn’t stand a chance “I’m too young for this” an almost convincing line like a broken record ingrained into my brain telling me I should be okay 'you can’t get sick when you’re young' Yet you can never be ‘too young’, age isn’t part of the equation pain doesn’t ask for ID and sickness doesn’t check your year of birth a diagnosis doesn’t care that your life has just begun So I stand here now, without a choice learning to live with the life I was handed, pulling strength from setbacks and courage from downfalls claiming a life that is still mine unlearning the myths that society teaches Each good day feels like a ticking time bomb,
waiting for the inevitable to explode. They say lightning never strikes twice, but maybe three, four, five times -- each hospital visit, another diagnosis, each bolt leaving burns I never asked for. The doctors call it chance. I call it a pattern etched in static, my body — a map marked with burns. I used to think lightning was rare, just a freak of nature. Now I know it waits in silence, and when it strikes, it doesn’t ask if I’m ready. They admire my strength, but they don’t see my fear. I’m more than the list they use to define me. I’m a daughter, a sister, a friend -- I’ve got ambitions, dreams that stretch beyond this storm. When will it end? I whisper to the thunder rumbling beneath my skin, but even as I crumble, I stand -- courageous, unbroken, and unashamed, a fierce light with the strength to carry on. Every witch has a magical familiar, but outsiders cannot understand them. They are a witch’s poison and puppet. My mistress loved to bake. “To lure the dear children in,” she’d say. Their bones littered her garden. Two brave ones tiptoed inside once, without her knowledge, without my usual warning. I wanted to see how far they’d go. The boy was on a mission, his sweet tooth crying out for the gingerbread men, who waved, sneering and daring the boy to munch on their bodies. The girl was more cautious, hesitating at the open spread feast my mistress had spellbound eternal. No one is able to resist, not even the girl, and one bite can corrode control. Like flies to honey, the pair fluttered to the food, and I sighed in disappointment, aware that my mistress was hurrying, salivating from my call. Mistress trapped them in the kitchen and prepared the oven, but the fire refused to grow hotter. The girl volunteered, claiming she knew a trick with extra firewood. She knew a trick indeed. I watched helpless, as she pushed my mistress into the oven and sealed her inside. My mistress burned. Her screams polluted the air, her fingernails marked the oven door, as her flesh blackened to ashes. I never saw the boy and girl again, and though it pained me to lose my mistress, my host, I can’t say things will change much. Mistress called me Sugar, invisible, chronic, unknown, whispering children inside my gingerbread walls like a sickness. About the author:
Corinne Pollard is a disabled UK horror writer and poet, published with Black Hare Press, Carnage House Publishing, Inky Bones Press, Graveside Press, Three Cousins Publishing, The Ravens Quoth Press, Raven Tale Publishing, A Coup of Owls Press, and The Stygian Lepus. Corinne writes reviews and the weekly newsletter for The Horror Tree. Aside from writing, Corinne enjoys metal music, visiting graveyards, and shopping for books to read. Follow her dark world on: https://corinnepollard.wordpress.com/ I wasn’t a teenager
The optician said it wasn’t grease either Within months I heard voices that sounded similar Each day they got friendlier I felt humiliated I couldn’t see their faces They looked like ghosts and light was scattered through my utah I felt saddened that in the night the stars were not clear and appeared to be more far My mum held me tight and told me I was her strong 25 year old Drs said it was the rarest eye disease they ever saw and my story was just about to unfold I began to go from poised to quite the clutz At least the elderly had jokes about the reflux Or pretty much my bad dancing on broadway street The sun was once my best friend but there was a time I dreaded the heat My eyes watered and the light scattered more into I threw myself into oblivion Then I met a brave Palestinian He told me not to give up that the eye disease I had was keratoconus and my cornea was wearing thin I cried as I once again stumbled and hit my shin The Palestinian urged me to get a life changing surgery called collagen cross linking I heard crickets as I stared at his ghostly figures thinking I saw a short beard through my excessive blinking My right eye was too far gone and I was laughed at as I developed astigmatism and everyone laughed at me None the less I was numb for hours and then screaming baby Mum took care of me Assuring I got salty drops into my eyes 4x a day I couldn’t see with my right eye so I kind of felt helpless at this point in my life and I just listened to soothing audio and lay and lay My eye healed and she asked if I could still see ghosts or scattering To my surprise the ghosts were gone and I saw the scattering was less on the lights so we got back to knattering We had great conversations and eventually I took care of mum through her sickness until she passed away and finally met a great surgeon She was Indian She moved the entire muscle in my eye the scattered lights is still there and ghosts but not the astigmatism unfortunately nothing could relieve the scar There are things I want to do like drive, but I might not be able to because contacts feel like you’re wearing foreign objects and getting infections I wish your sight could be restored with injections Like they do flu jabs and other such nonsense None the less it’s a horrific disease but it never stopped me smiling but why be miserable I have my other eye it makes sense |
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