Wind batters a tattered climber, fingers stained bean green. His mother always told him, “Your head’s in the clouds!” A kingdom in the sky! His heart thunders with the lightning, booming over the castle, gleaming solid gold! About the author:
Dr. Anna Cates teaches writing, literature, and education online and has published a variety of books (poetry, fiction, and drama) through www.cyberwit.net, prolificpress.com, redmoonpress.com, and wipfandstock.com. Her full-length poetry collection, Love in the Time of Covid, won an Illumination Book Award. She resides in Wilmington, Ohio with her two cats.
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He sailed across the sea, where there be dragons, beneath a sea green moon, soldiering, though muscle and might could not defeat the magi’s hex he fought. From fields swampy with blood, warlocks netted him, bound him in a neon green wizard’s warp, caged him in a nebulous fate. The king’s daughters paced in their pink slippers along the marble floor before him, tossing up their noses and shielding cleavage in arrest. They labeled him “The Beast!” Bat-like wings sprang from his nut-brown back, and rocky brows overhung his gleaming eyes. But Beatriz, a chambermaid, didn’t see animal in those onyx orbs but intelligence instead. She brought him water, cheese, and bread. His biceps boomed with the lift of each bite, his regard never abandoning her. One day, as she handed him a flask of new wine, turquoise eyes in a pearly face met his gaze, and love carried her away like a hawk with a field rabbit. The day before his scheduled execution, she fell to her knees before the throne, dark braids to the floor, hands knotted in plea, and begged the king: Spare the Beast! After a day or two of pondering, like a falconer setting free his falcon, the king bid his top mage: Release the prisoner! Like a meteor exploding, with sparkly magic, the lock burst. The two wed—a beauty and a beast: Oh, Beatriz! Oh, Beast! Breast to breast, their two hearts meshed. About the author:
Dr. Anna Cates teaches writing, literature, and education online and has published a variety of books (poetry, fiction, and drama) through www.cyberwit.net, prolificpress.com, redmoonpress.com, and wipfandstock.com. Her full-length poetry collection, Love in the Time of Covid, won an Illumination Book Award. She resides in Wilmington, Ohio with her two cats. Sundry dark souls sleep ‘neath elden loam Tenebrous tendrils wind ‘round their bones Spirits arise from under the benighted hills At the pipers’ skillful and enchanting trills Playing the haunted dances of eldritch fae As they gather together from glen and brae Ambling down through moon-silvered dells To dance the reels where the fae kings dwell Whose brows are crested in woven starlight Though their hearts are robed in midnight But should you harken to that piping sweet And in dreaming, venture where they meet To find yourself amidst their merry halls Pray the light dark charms forestall 100-year sleep that purple planet called dreams . . . awaken me before the thorns envelop me NOTE: Unitalicised text is the work of Edward Cates. Italicised text is the work of Anna Cates. About the authors:
The late Edward Dana Cates (2/23/69-11/12/23) was a disabled househusband and writer/poet from Seymour, Indiana. He attended George Fox University and served on Deviant Art’s literature committee, where he acquired many mutual fans and friends. The original versions of his poems are fully illustrated a viewable at his online gallery: https://www.deviantart.com/barosus/gallery. Dr. Anna Cates teaches writing, literature, and education online and has published a variety of books (poetry, fiction, and drama) through www.cyberwit.net, prolificpress.com, redmoonpress.com, and wipfandstock.com. Her full-length poetry collection, Love in the Time of Covid, won an Illumination Book Award. She resides in Wilmington, Ohio with her two cats. It started with pain between the shoulder blades, like Nyx had placed the eclipsed moon inside, forever hidden. A calcified cave – a coiled cloak of darkness enfolded the softness that remained of that body. I wore it well, this forever home. The pain dissolved into rain as the storm coaxed clouds to empty. I felt better then, filled with water, forever heavy. A delicious soft foot, I learned to contract like lightning bolts, relax like mulch. And moved faster than I had forever. My power oozed from my mouth, sleek slimy stringy mucus, no longer a cough burden. Fast comet tail highways forever. My shell expanded with calcified excitement, the night and I foolish friends, free in this shadow air, forever healthy. About the author
Samantha is based in Plymouth, UK where she is a PhD Creative Writing candidate at the University of Plymouth exploring chronic illness through poetry. Her poetry has been published in Arc, Acumen, Room, Cephalopress, The Storms Journal and Causley International. Samantha is an ex nurse who lives with complex chronic illness and neurodiversity.
About the author
Samantha is based in Plymouth, UK where she is a PhD Creative Writing candidate at the University of Plymouth exploring chronic illness through poetry. Her poetry has been published in Arc, Acumen, Room, Cephalopress, The Storms Journal and Causley International. Samantha is an ex nurse who lives with complex chronic illness and neurodiversity. Once, in a moonlit forest, a female felt a foreboding fog of her future and rested her head against a felled oak tree. The lobed leaves caressed her brow, creating a crown of weaved green. As she slept, her delicate cheek absorbed the wheels of time – the wide of the good years and the narrow of the dry barren. And acorns fell one at a time through the quiet air, landing in the soft soil with expectation. When she woke, her arms caught in branches and her hair was a hat of luscious leaves. She tried to pull herself away, but the acorns edged ever closer – their shiny heads like accusatory fingers. Go, she whispered, I cannot take care of you. But the acorns didn’t answer, just waited patiently for her roots to grow. About the author
Samantha is based in Plymouth, UK where she is a PhD Creative Writing candidate at the University of Plymouth exploring chronic illness through poetry. Her poetry has been published in Arc, Acumen, Room, Cephalopress, The Storms Journal and Causley International. Samantha is an ex nurse who lives with complex chronic illness and neurodiversity. Bird
atop a flagpole soared-- Mind skewered on spinal cord. And if you’d have waited, just another six months, I know where we’d be. On that boat in Ullswater, eating gingerbread in Grasmere, if you’d have waited. Wandering through doors of Wordsworth, building daisy chains in the graveyard, that’s where we’d be. Treading the paths of Ambleside, camping in an undersized tent, if you’d have waited. Then, your house, to your bed, each other’s arms, is where we’d be. And we’d be having the sex, all you couldn’t wait for. If you’d have waited, that’s where we’d be. About the author: Holly Bars is a Leeds poet, currently studying MA Creative Writing at the University of Leeds. She has been published in The Moth, Stand, The London Magazine, Ink, Sweat & Tears, and more. Her debut collection, "Dirty", centred on surviving child sexual abuse, is published with Yaffle Press. Foreword
This poem is nothing like the one above, Dear Reader, I write for you, and me. Together we share. In light and in darkness. And the rest. I will be selfish a moment in that Western sense, Laying all out my woes to see, Bless you for reading and let us heal pains through words. A palette of pain I shall lay down, its tale is writ. As I wake today, crumpled like paper, do not try to iron me out. My creases are dark, damp, stale, something is sour too. Oh, it is me. What a shame I say to myself. Do not try to ease me with your positivity, That toxic type, but you mean well. I am guilty too. We all want to rescue. You. And you. You, and you. And me. Mild, Severe, Intermittent. What is your score, RAW I answer, One – to – ten. Oh, I will not say TEN. Fear of Judgement, no, no, no, I learnt that. I learnt my lesson fast. How may I express myself in this agony? A seven will do. Do you want pain relief. Oh yes, I do. Deformed, malleable, throbbing, sharpened blades, You loud thing. Yet I cannot localise you. You little thug n thief of JOY. I cancelled two concerts because of you and much more. OH, much, much, much, MORE. That is a poem on its own account. Wait, test results are in. Cerebral, sterile, stark. Most of all, potent! Paper, you are though in reality. The INK is simply too black. And RED. Today, tomorrow. the next. Each phrase careful, only to be more careful, each number with its specific meaning and power, power over every aspect of my day. None of it fits though - does it nurse? She has compassion at least. YOU NEED as Specialist in an area they do not exist. Oh Dear. I speak. I want to scream aloud. The DOC shows compassion my way, usually, on their good days. Which of course helps this craze settle to less of a craze. Ahhh though, here we go again. OHHHH. OHHHH. And OHHHH. This should be a song. The song of Meg with a sore leg. The song of Meg with her bad head. The song of Meg with a sore toe, The song of Meg with all but woe. Parameters, definitions, distinctions, guidelines, rules. They keep popping up. This millimetre, this fat sparing, this blockage, this cell, this adhesion. This bile. This blood, this heme iron, this transfusion, this infusion, this suture, this calcium score, this d-dimer is too high. This, this, that. this sodium, this potassium, this gas, this acid base, this pulmonary nodule, this heartbeat, this ECG, this ECHO, this lack of oxygen, this gene. OH, and that gene too. This b12, this lack of paper and ink, this DARK INK, and feelings, and too many feelings, and oh this history, this mental illness - is it real or not? Should we see? Who is she? What is her background, is she of wealth, is she poor, is she smart or a nark? Who is her family? Who is she berating us to on her phone? Let us see please. Who is this fine mess? It is ok, I am just me, just do not tick me off today because I can be scathing. Just like you. But I am in PAIN, so watch it. And I am at SEVEN. And there is more, this overload, this foul bowel. This stuck food, this piece of me, this gastric issue, this reflux, this migraine, this tissue, this medicine with its side effects, or advantageous effects, this blood pressure, is up, is down, is around, this oxygen level, this low temperature. This high one. This in between state. This sickness, this malady, this illness, this condition, this fake, this real, this ordeal. This infection, this antibiotic, this fungal killer, this wart medicine, this anti-acid, this cutterage, this biopsy, this burning of skin, this mole, this growth, this enema, this cream, this drawer full of creams. The pharmacy in my bathroom looks strange. These asthma meds, these Band-Aids, these antiseptics, these antihistamines, these Panadol, these Maxalon, this ibuprofen, these vitamins, these burn creams. These skin barrier lotions, this chemo cream, this laxative, these fibre drinks, these liver tabs, these migraine patches, this heel balm and b12 injection ampoules. These pads, these Movicol sachets, these sedatives – this POUTPOURRI! This pain medicine, this CBD oil, this opioid like stuff, or that, this nutritional deficiency, this dark place, these necessary tests - on no end roads. On paper trails. You INK take away my holidays. You INK are both saviour and persecutor. You INK are the western world with its joys and sorrows. You bring me thankfulness and you bring me sorrow. So dear INK I am no apologist today for my nasty letters at times, my poems, my questioning my anger, my disappointment, my depression, my sadness, my relief, my grief. It felt good to speak up, and I warn you and I warn you again. Do not mess with this agony bag. Accept and help her. This, that, that, and this. Oh, and this and there is more. So how do we heal, with ink all around - with black INK? She is not one problem, she is COMPLEX. She is a true Zebra black n white striped. And paper sheets and paper skin, resting on her paper bed. Her wayward cells, and bones, blood, and tissues speak as they do. Mystery Ink. You are a shape shifter - you are. But do not you dare shift the blame to me, dear INK, For this paper thin, skin. Is what it is, and it is NOT yours. And dearest symptoms why must you stay and then hide. And then scream loud. I am sensitive to noise. You want to be heard and I hear you. I hate you and I love you, but I still wish you would find a place of your own. Where you really belong. Prying eyes, blind eyes, action plans, non-actions, withering, chronic disease management plans, hydrotherapy, physiotherapy, specialist appts. Wheelchairs, and mobility aids. Break-through pain. OHHHHH ohhh OHHHHH ohhh OHHHHH. Say it, say it, speak. I resent your INK, I do, I do. Pain suffering, illness, bleakness, inertia, cruel joke, funny guy! Good-bye sophisticated life. You did get close. I will not be nice today, I will not be helpful, be accommodating. Okay. Okay. Okay. Our cells are great little workers and then they are not. Some of them live in complete darkness and Do plan to take over the HOST, which is you. Beware ok. I am well fed up with paper and ink. Thoughts views, sayings, all words, all descriptions, Opinions. Let my creased paper body, and my creased paper bed. Go back to its suffering, it does it well. Be testament to my human spirit, pure as it can be. Laugh bone and cackle too, Do it louder for all to see, Why don’t you? Stay abusive Nerve, you will anyways do as you wish. Or keep sleepy, slow, and lethargic. Nervous rigid muscle, keep on keeping, tighten your reins. Brain, oh ball and chain, vice-on-my-head – your thoughts did this. My vice – listening and caring for you all – too much. It is easier to cave into it all. And that I have learnt Brings me to a five instead of a seven, through gritted teeth though. Oh, dam you PAIN. Really the next life will be easier. That is certain. God has promised me. Oh Medicine, INK, Oh Malicious World, You are here and you are amoebic, You crawl, slither, froth, and bite, At this crossroad whereby vitality, peace and other, ran for the green safe hills. To a stronger paper-bark shelter. Indigenous and safe. Navigate me out, it is not too hard, will you? I am a good person. Despite how I sound on here. Of wretched love hate dysphoria. Yes, DOC, you have it too. It is not only ME. You are but human. And I am at times not. Medicine. Inc. INK. Bless you, you too pain. They insist that her place is where soot sweeps the flagstones. Her limbs wince and grimace all the way down the stairs. She can see them preening, smug as ostriches; But her fingers are still stiff, and jewel-less. As their excitement chirps louder, her swollen toes chime in the garden. And suddenly there’s a sharp frisson of something in the air. She’s fizzing as if she were inside a coupe glass, clinking against the promise of the glass-topped dressing table. In her tight chest, excitement swells pumpkin, until under the glitz of champagning chandeliers, she cuts a more confident stride. In satin, she steps, and steps, until she’s a whirl of silvered windows, pearly; yet threatening as teeth. At the strike, she’s seared panicked clenched. She’s slipped Down Down Down Once again, her squeaking companions brush at the floor. Her ankles throb and ache as loud as her heart. About the author:
I'm an autistic social researcher based in Cardiff with a passion for heritage and museums. I also live with chronic eczema. I use poetry to engage people with research, and I am inspired by connections between artists and their work as well as interpreting well-known histories and stories from fresh perspectives, or uncovering under-appreciated historic figures and the tales they can tell. |
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